bee115

bee115 @ 2007-02-21T00:07:00

2007-02-21T05:08:29Z

haha omg...crazy convo...and now i feel slightly crazy

damn it

2007-02-21T03:49:43Z

awwww does this mean i need to go get a prom dress now...fuck that.
play is fun...
zach is awesome
i love my friends
hung out with ricky more in the past two days than i have in the past 6 months wtf!!! haha

ahah peace.

mmm...friday's are glorious

2007-01-27T05:53:14Z

so i took my AP Calc midterm today...i probably should have studied a lot more....but i just wasn't up for it...ehhh w/evs
After testing jules, hannah and i went to panera's for lunch...it was very yummy. we enjoyed the food and our intriguing conversation very much so. We came back to my house afterwords to watch, what else? DEGRASSI!!!!!! If loving degrassi is wrong, i don't want to be right!!!! heheh Jules and i made a promise to plan more vegging/degrassi days...i am sooo in support of that idea.
I babysat the Allen's today for 7 hours. They are the most perfect children ever. I love them, they love me, they listen to me, they go to bed with out complaining, I love Brian and Trudy ( aka Mr. and Mrs. Allen),it is just a never ending feeling of love that i have for that family. Plus babysitting (when the kids are as awesome as the Allen's are) is just the best job ever. Easy money.
Soooo play practice tomorrow...i don't feel like waking up at 9 ...pooh

bee115 @ 2007-01-23T22:31:00

2007-01-24T03:42:03Z

I love how i refuse to read hamlet and will thus fail part of my AP English midterm..hehe
I also love how everyone is writing in their lj's again!!!! yay!!!! Ummm let's see...not much has happened recently. Midterms start on thursday. I only have to take 4, but i'll be going to school all 4 days since i don't/can't waste any more of my absences..pooh haha I plan on reading a lot. My book just got amazingly good. I was reading it throughout the school day and since it's funny i kept randomly laughing in my classes. Mr. Fuhro yelled at and told me that even thoughj i'm exempt, i'm still part of the class and should participate in the review...uh , that is bull shit mr.fuhro.

Anywho...i'm feeling very pessimistic about love lately. We are singing what seems like a million songs in cc about love, my book is about love (well ish?) and it's almost v-day. Where is my valentine? Where the hell is my "special someone" argggh this is crap. yaaaay

peace out.

bee115 @ 2007-01-20T02:02:00

2007-01-20T07:11:59Z

-if i'm late, it's 99% of the time because i'm sleeping/ did not wake up to my alarm/ have a bloody nose... this really annoys me, cuz i hate being late and i get really angry for not waking up. I am also screwed when i go to college, unless my roomate wakes me up. Why my nose only starts to bleed 1 minute before i have to be somewhere is beyond me...it's a conspiracy i tell you. Slightly disgusting, sorry. It would be awesome if i just never had to sleep, like i could if i wanted to , but it was not a necessity...

haha, love not obeying curfew

2007-01-20T06:59:27Z

SO today was good. I made an awesome comment in english today and then mr. maiore told me the first half of my essay was really good, but i fell apart at the end. Sadly enough this made me happy because normally my entire essay sucks, yet this time it was only the end so woowhoooo!!!!
So then after school i went and got gas and the guy hit on me...hilarious much? According to our conversation he is 23 and graduated from Westfield, he used to smoke pot every day he wonders why "such a pretty girl like me doesn't have a boyfriend" and he thinks we should hang out sometime. I was like uh yeah...then drove away.
I went to Chili's with play people tonight. yummy and fun. Of course i was late because i fell asleep on my couch and my dad turned of the timer since he didn't know it was for me...whoops. We all went to amanda's after and hung out. Nice bonding time. I officially love hotpaul and am so glad he's becoming "one of us". And by love i mean he's cool and comical.
Anyway at like 1, i was like hey anyone need a ride home? SO iu drove genna, paul, dan and hannah home. Good times. I finally got home at 1:35, which is technically an 1:05 after my curfew, but lately my parents don't seem to care which is sweet. So i signed on and i'm sitting at my computert and my cell rings and i'm thinking "who is calling me??" look at my phone.."ej?" i answer and she says "omg i thought of the best prom songs!!!" haha i love how random she is. So we briefly talked about how no one likes the options we have currently so i was like i'll talk to g-cav snce i'm class treasurer maybe i have a little power and hopefully we can pick a new list of songs cuz our current selection blows.
SO my mom and LB left this morning : ( ...no more sisterly bonding. It sucks esp. since she is doing an internship this summer with some doctor in boston so i won't get to see her.
Hell yes, can't wait to sleep in tomorrow...yay! peace out playas haha

so...buttons

2007-01-19T05:15:54Z

I love emily because she is an lj addict too, although as of late i have been lacking on entries. Anyway, so life is...? I'm not exactly sure. PLay has officialy started. I am a maid with amanda and we make fun of zhenia cuz we are bitches. I say three lines about rats on board the ship which made me all nostaligic since i haven't had actual lines since 8th grade. "Kim Macafee (sp?) what do you mean you don't want to be president of the Conrad Birdie fan club..." ..oh those were the days..haha
I am over school. I wish i could just go when i felt like it and that all my classes could be medical related...everything else just seems so blaah to me right now. Esp. english...omg i am going to stick a pen in my eye one day becasue it would be more interesting than that class...hehe ouch
I haven't seen a scary movie in forever!!! I was watching the telly the other day and a commercial came on for some movie that comes out on the 2nd of feb. def want to go.I think it's called the Messengers I went to Freedom Writers with LB on tues. It was a good movie...nothing amazing,but good
Oh i also turned 18? weird. I had my princess party. Way cool. We played a game ej taught us, decorated our own cupcakes,w wore tiaras, and ppl got sweet goody bags...niiice. Neen and Hannah slept over. Hannah and i stayed up til 5 watching Dawson's creek..haha omg we are so cool it amazes me.
Ahhhhh holy fuck!!!! I got Degrassi season 1&2 from Sab and Bridge and seasons 3&4 from my mom....ahhhhhh so happy. That shows kicks ass. I can't want to watch hours upon hours of crazy canadian teens and learn about their crazy fucked up teenage angst...swweeeeet.
OO I am reading a book i got for my birthday..it's called "something borrowed" and the main character just slept with her best friend's fiance!!! that is a major no, no. baaaad. baaad.
Oh, lordy. My mom is taking LB back to maine tomorrow......that means....i will be home alone with my father all weekend. he said to me yeasterday "soo do you want to hang out saturday night? maybe see a movie" i was like "ummm"... but then bridge asked me to babysit with her..so i will be making money with bridge instead of hanging out with my father...osrry daddy. Oddly enough neen wants to hang out with my dad...haha she was like "daddy B is weird, but he's cool" awww dad...you are weird, yet i love you.

bee115 @ 2007-01-08T22:01:00

2007-01-09T03:02:36Z

tiaras, stickers, balloons...oh my!

haha- I was showing my dad all my party stuff and he goes ..."how old are you?"...haha oh dad you are so silly

bee115 @ 2007-01-08T21:48:00

2007-01-09T03:01:03Z

gaaaahh. SO MUN is officially over and i am way tired and i think Comoros got me sick...damn you Comaros!!! ( I sat next to her for 3 days and i can't even remember how to spell the damn country's name...)
Anyway...I went to party city today with my mom and my sister...i had a field day. I love disney princesses soooo much. I feel like a bitch cuz i am un-inviting the boys to my party... i just can't deal with that right now. So yay for girls cuz it will be insane
I have a new found addiction to the wicked cd i bought. love it. My grampa is buying me a north face back pack... i am so pumped (the one i have right now is Laura's..and she says she is taking it back to maine with her... gahhh)
I have a new mantra that i have been trying to tell myself. It goes "i am resilient." ....let's see how well it works shall we?
I was looknig at facebook and i saw all the pics of em, sab, and bridge and it makes me laugh/ miss you guys. We need to hang out, STAT!!!! I love my friends oh so much

At titanic music rehearsal i sit next to ej and greg. It makes it sooo much fun. I <3 ej... that girl kicks ass. I need to hang out with her more too. ANd since i sing soprano in concert choir, i never get to sit by the boys so it's awesome sitting next to greg. I didn't know how hilarious he was till like a week ago.

mmm ok i need to study for AP Calc...poo math

hello, new year ...

2006-12-30T07:29:47Z

so today was interesting. I slept till one, which was i must say beyond fabulous. Neen came over after that and we baked a coffee cake together. Since neen is a cat person, we went over to Jacki and Michael's house (the people i am cat sitting for) and we chilled with the cats for a bit. Oslo is insane and possibly the furriest cat i have ever seen...Zuzu is still afraid of me...my goal is to pet her atleast once. haha
I wore my presents from dan and jules alomst all day. Needless to say it looked like someone threw up pink all over me. Dan gave me insanely warm pink gloves and a kick ass pink hat, since i always make fun of his. Julianna gave me pink pj pants that are uber cute and a really awesome pink tank top. (yes, if you are following along, that means i wore my pj's pretty much all day too).
Neen left at 6 so i took a shower cuz i was smelly..yumm. When i got out i had to do my best to not fall over with laughter as the sound of danish techno and rap music blasted from LB'S room. It's actually suprisingly good...who knew?
Babysat shea for a while. We set up her barbie dream house and played litebright...hella awesome. then there was a degrassi marathon on so i watched that for a bit and then i read a lot of my book. It's really weird. I'm not sure if i like it or not yet, and i'm like....30 pages from the end. hehe w/evs.
I love degrassi with a passion. Can't wait for the new season to start next week. I took a "which degrassi character are you" quiz and it said i was manny...haha wtf? Does that mean i have an inner slut just waiting to be unleashed? hmmmm
it's almost new years...which means i have to start getting used to writing 2007...uggh fuck that. I think my new year's resolution will be to curse less, since i have the mouth of a sailor. arrgghhhh. hehe

bee115 @ 2006-12-27T00:24:00

2006-12-27T05:24:28Z

OK so 19 days until my birthday. I'm not sure which route to take. I was originally thikning i should do a "yes, i'm 18, but i'm still a little girl" and have a princess themed slumber party. Of course there would be a pinata, nail polish, stickers, disney stuff, wands and tiaras... (oh sweet jesus)
But then i started thinking well, i am turning 18, maybe i should do something serious. Well not serious, but something normal. You know like invite ALL my friends (princess party would be limited to girls) and maybe go out to dinner or have dinner here, music, stuff?... idk i want to do something fun!!!! Arrgh. Suggestions anyone...i'm at a loss
<3 forever,
Bee

Scared shitless...LOCUSTS!!!!

2006-12-26T19:23:42Z

So Christmas is over...it always comes and goes too quickly. Got some sweet presents. I love my fam. Tom has strep too, fun fun. My grammy, grampy, and mimi are visitng right now. Whew, lots of grandparents at once.
Tom got an X-BOX 360 and some games. He's been playing this one called gears of war...which frankly scares the beejezes out of me... locusts that are trying to take over the world???, WTF!

Dinner party friday night was really fun. Traded presents and everyone was happy. I was laying down on the couch and neen and bec lied on top of me, neen said my boobs were like fluffy waterbeds...hahah? what neen?, omg you are insane. Anyway, so i was lying there thinking how lucky i am and how much i love my family and friends. (sigh)
Started cat sittng on Sunday for my neighbors. They have five. 3 indoor cats named Oslo, Tula, and Zuzu and 2 outdoor cats named big mamma and little girl..haha cute. Big mamma and little girl don't come near me. Jacki said they were afraid of people they don't know so i just leave their food and water out for them. Oslo and Tula always come to greet me when i come. They are sweet but Tula is suc a pig! SHe keeps eating Zuzu's food. Zuzu just sits on the stairs and stares at me until i leave...I'm not crazy about cats. They can be nice and all, but I love dogs since they are soooo much more friendly. I love pookie!
Pookie is about 12 or 13 now (we adopted her so we don't know exactly) My mom was saying the next dog we get we'll name Tiki. haha cute? ( but it would have to be a boy then and i prefer girl dogs) But we don't have to worry about that since pookie is never going to die, ever, i won't let her...yay
Holy mother f-er, tom is playing that game again....AHHHHH LOCUSTS!!!!

bee115 @ 2006-12-23T01:53:00

2006-12-23T06:53:13Z

ok i really need a happy entry....so here goes

YAY SECRET SANTA DINNER PARTY TOMORROW!!!! woot woot. I still need to get one last thing for my person. I love how everyone knows who has who already though, we are so unsecretive you guys.. hehe

haha i think it was sab or maybe neen today who asked me why i had written "slut" on my hand. Yeah, no that was my attempt at writting "shea" (so i'd remember to babysit) in the dark at 2:30 last night...haha

<3 to my bffs,
Bee

bee115 @ 2006-12-23T01:47:00

2006-12-23T06:47:55Z

hmmm..so it's winter break. And it's raining. mother f-er where is the snow? I worked at the farm today then babysat shea. I was really sleepy. I watched degrassi and will& grace while i waited for deirdre and henry to come home. they gave me a sweet gift card to A&F for christmas. I need to go shopping...now if only everything in that store didn't already cost 100$.....

Saw brian at the concert last night! made me so happy i love him/miss him dearly.
After concert, my mom , sister and myself were walking home and discussing how we love boys who can sing. my mom then mentioned she should have made my dad sing for her before she agreed to marry him (due to the fact he can't carry a tune) we laughed...and then laura tripped on someones curb and did a faceplant into someone's lawn....then i REALLLY laughed. Nice lb, nice.

i almost burned my house down...maybe baking while sleep deprived wasn't such a good idea. Thank god for mom's who have a good sense of smell and come downstairs at 1 am to see why she smells burning cookies....haha oh yea..it's cause i fell asleep. niiiice one sarah.

so my christmas wish/plan or w/evs did not come true... and i don't think it will. It's depressing me, which in turn makes me angry because i love christmas and right now i am not particularly enjoyig this one which then makes me sad again because i just think how whiny i sound... crap. grrr

bee115 @ 2006-12-19T22:34:00

2006-12-20T03:34:39Z

ok so today was better than the previous week and one day from hell...am i seeing a turn in events!!!! I hope so! After school Hannah Brechka and i went to shoprite and got more butter, tupperware, and flour and some stuff for Ms. Turner's party. (yeah....mr. furho put me in charge of our assistant teacher's going away party? haahah like i have time!) SO then Hannah helped me make my quadruple batches of peanut butter dough and oatmeal dough. It was weird. My friends call me the kitchen nazi cause i am insane when i bake, but me and hannah clicked like magic...niiiice. Then i spent like 4 hours at choir dress rehearsal. It went ok. I love the Hallelujah chorus. And i really like the scottish song Noteworthy sings....something about boys who can sing well (sigh). I think it has such a different blend then women's e. Don't take me wrong, I love women's e, but noteworthy is so much more...idk soothing? nooo that's not the word... oh well. ok so i am off to bake the first round of cookies! wish me luck.
happy kwanza,
Bee
i planned my outfit for tomorrow...hella kick ass. I love my brown satin peep toe shoes.

poo...life sucks ahora

2006-12-19T02:43:36Z

omg...week from hell. Although it sucked today too, so maybe it'll be the weeks from hell. i need to go into a chemically induced coma until things in my life start getting better, cuz right now nothing is going my way and i am starting to be anti-christmas. WTF I love christmas...not cool.

still...ish : /

2006-12-17T18:06:42Z

i love my friends. Despite my "woe is me" attitude they are awesome. we watched high school musical and pointed out all it's flaws. Then at the end we danced to that one song, over and over and over again. Which needless to say turned into a dance party with some of our old 8th grade favs blasting. DJ mollie kicked some ass with the sweet choice of tunes. We then snuggled in bridgie's den and put on Love Actually. I knew i would cry if i watched it... so i went to bed. niiiiiice. Sleep, you are such a blissful escape, maybe that's why i abuse you so much...who knows?
<3 forever and always,
Bee

the week of baking hell has officially begun. $149. 42 spent on groceries yesterday aaaahaha. I need to go plan my baking strategy.

bee115 @ 2006-12-16T17:37:00

2006-12-16T22:37:09Z

do you ever feel like you're just coasting? Like nothing really seems to matter anymore...and you're just there, feeling... blank?

seriously updating my i-pod!

2006-12-16T04:13:10Z

so this week pretty much blew. I babysat shea today after school. Ahh, if only my biggest concern in life were what color play-doh should i use to make my play-doh sandwich?, that would be sweet. So 2 hours, several play-doh sandwiches and 20$ earned later, Bec and i went to the mall del menlo. I was grumpy pretty much the whole way there, but Bec and i listened to some hella sweet tunes and she did a fucking kick ass parking job next to a giant pole, so by the time we got there i was like 85% better.
Favorite quote of the trip "Christmas is the season to give....to oneself" ahaha We treated ourselves to some nice lippy and pajama pants. Mine have pink and red apples on them...they are soooo cute....and i am wearing them right now. My lower half never looked more delicious. (good god, i sound like i'm on crack..and i am loving it)
I also got, ummmm i don't know, THE BEST PRESENTS EVER!!!! for Dan and Jules. OMG they scream dan and julie anne. I can't wait i am soo pumped to give them their presents. Whew. Kicks ass. Major ass. Seriously wondering if they can hear their presents screaming their names right now. Can you? (After these purchases i was on full reatail therapy over drive and i was enjoying every minute of it)
SO after that we picked up some dinner at panera's and chatted about life, mostly boys (or certain boys to be exact) and our love of the same music. niiiiice. Really happy to have some quality time with bec. Also really glad she got me out of my bitch mood. Bitchy sarah is sooo not fun. SO bec, thank you X 1,000,000 and we need to hang out like... A LOT MORE. STAT!!!!

bee115 @ 2006-12-15T16:12:00

2006-12-15T21:12:31Z

too much failure in one day is really bad for one's self esteem. anyone want to help me dig a hole big enough for me to crawl into so i can die? thanks

un <3ed,
Bee

procrastination???

2006-12-15T06:11:03Z

yes, i am insane. Yes, it is 1 in the morning and i still need to study for calc and physics. poo i hate school. It also doesn't help that i didn't get home till 8:30 tonight. that put a delay on things and then there's this thing called facebook... i feel oddly compelled to look at EVERYONE'S pictures and comment on them ALL. AHHHHH no self control!

ok, originally i was really excited for my sister to come home.....until she told me she has lice....um, no? I like my head thank you very much i don't want little bugs feasting on my scalp. LB tried to say that they were nice lice, hahaha uhhh, no LB you can't come home, still

god damn... fucking calc quiz and test.... what the hell

and georgetown letter tomorrow, or should i say today!!!! I want to be like fuck you guys, i shouldn't have to prove myself. I am awesome and that is all you need to know. All these essays and forms and interviews are plain bullshit. Accept me. It's that simple. JUST SAY YES. thanks!
<3 always and forever,
Bee

oh Christmas break... so close... i can almost taste you!

I feel like a giddy 5th grader when i see you... haha how do you make me feel like that?

hmmmm

2006-12-14T02:32:55Z

sooo.. i broke out of the hospital today. I had a brief stay due to some projectile vomiting and extreme dehydration....niiiiiice. 5 liters of saline IV anyone, thank you.

besides that ... I had a christmas plan...and it is failing, Not fun when your christmas plans go awry (sp? oh i don't give a fuck) it's depressing me. poo

Tryouts for titanic. ppl were really good. I love play season.

umm so i have to start planning holiday boxes of joy. I like making them but i'm a little pissed off that some ppl are asking for them! Ummm hello, you can not ask for a box o' joy, you are bestowed one!!!! ( cough cough damn you miss hilborn, cough cough)

i love disney, i'm a nerd. i'm starting to accept it though

hmmm

2006-12-06T04:43:48Z

so... december, a very busy month indeed. I need to go shopping and get presents for the fam.
i've been listening to my i-pod a lot lately, music is good for the soul.
two very awesome songs I'll Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab for Cutie
and hahaha Jesse's Girl- Rick Springfield. I am addicted to those songs as of late. I highly suggest people download them

ahhhhhhh christmas or christmoose as i like to call it cause i'm a nerd.
double ahhhhhh play tryouts

<3,
Bee

bee115 @ 2006-12-02T01:29:00

2006-12-02T06:29:32Z

so i really liked UVM. It is def high on my list.
we decided not to stay over night so i ended up getting home at 10:30... i was really bored and couldn't find ppl to hang out with : (

I therefore decided to occupy my time and make homemade ceasar salad dressing...haha, seriously though.

Now i'm watching Love Actually, which i think might be one of the best movies ever, and updating my i-pod. I have had like 8 cd's that i've needed to put on it sooo i guess now is as good a time as any.

ohh, one of my UVM tour guides..yum? soooo fucking hot.

5 hrs. 50 min. till departure

2006-12-01T05:18:19Z

woooo...family trip to UVM at 6 tomorrow morning. can't wait. I fell asleep 10 minutes before MUN and accidently missed it...oops, sorry joe.
i'll be back at the farm this sunday, 9-5. It's going to be weird selling christmas trees in this 60 degree weather.

play auditions are on the 11th, holy crap!!! i think i'll go with a disney classic and sing a whole new world. I hate singing at auditions...i ge unusually nervous. w/evs it's titanic.

someone write some lj's...i'm getting bored here. or leave a comment. something!